its ben forever since i have updated my sight here. Im finally in college here in emporia KS! i loooooooove it. I have been busy having a great time meeting people and going out dancing with aaron and ash! woo hoo!! also, i joined tri sigma this week. its lots of fun....yay

I kinda miss home and my fam but im doing good here. So..yeah...come visit me send me letters and presents cuz u miss me so much...:) love you all! laters

oh yeah, im not coming home for OT im going to KC with mandi. sorry

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually, i have been back for over a week..just been busy...really busy! i had so much fun i wish i knew how to put pics up on this thing cuz i would..i have like 300.. it was soo much fun...paris was the best....cuz not only did i see the eiffel tower and the mona lisa but i also met some really awesome people the last night. we stayed up in the lobby  til 3 am talking to them...so id say that the history in europe was amazing..but the best thing was meeting new people....that i miss sooooooo much!!!!!!!! i wanna go back. but only if dan goes back with me...:) eeeeeeeeeeek...i love being happy!!!!

well...im sure u all missed me soo much lol! its good to be home...love ya'll laters!

Europe in a few hours....bye brittany my princess!!! and zachary..."im a cat, im a kitty cat..and i dance, dance, dance..." lol....

wow...girards...hopefully ill be one someday..lol...hahahaha yeah...anyways...im excited, scared and a lil sad to leave my buds! but bridgette and i will have tons of fun....

i...still...heart....pots....yeah well im out!

Europe here i come!

AWESOME  YOUTH CAMPMEETING WITH PASTOR DANIEL!!!! I got soo much out of it...God is amazing....truly amazing...wow! I wish those who werent there last night could see the video we watched. It was incredible to see the way God loves us despite all of our failures...and how he doesnt want or expect us to come to him AFTER we are perfect and have everything together but RIGHT NOW...bringing with us our imperfections...

Storms have always frightened me...really bad. I never liked thunder, lightning...rain...i dunno if there is some hidden meaning to that..cuz my life has contained a lot of storms...especially lately...but after examing my life last night and letting God take control of it..in the midst of a storm...i found that although rain and storms are scary and sometimes hurt...look at the beautiful things that come after the storm....rainbows...flowers...God showing off what he created...and thats what he does in our lives...yeah storms WILL MOST DEFINITELY COME but in the aftermath God says look at that...my creation...that beautiful life that has trusted in me and loves me...is radiant...

so today....im just soo in love with how God loves me....in the sunshine...and in the rain...his love remains the same....

"i love you buddy....we're gonna make it"

oh, and 5 days til europe...Britt...i love you immensely!!!!!!!!! my pretty girl...lol...and i wish i could take you and ur  brother in my suitcase to europe...light some fires for me ok? "im a cat, im a kittycat...and i dance, dance, dance!"   

 :( mwah!

jax is in a bag in the garage....basically hes dead....zach and i were on our way to the pool with our lil sisters and found him in the middle of the highway with blood coming out of his mouth...sux....i miss my puppy...i have been crying a lot today and yesterday...thank God zach was there and britt cuz we spent the entire day....over 12 hours together consecutively....we went to the park and the pool and then to saturday night church then rented "fat albert" which sux by the way....and watched movies/ tv til 2 AM....so thanx to the girards for keeping my mind off the previous happening of the day....:) and i had fun